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Stare at the wall,behind the notebook, behindthe pentake what's realrun with it to safe corners,to the Malecon,to the Three Sisters,Club Europa amid crowds just as lonelybut betterbetter at hiding itStealth Bombers in high heelsand fancy sport coats over masculine cologneof boy generals.Get it down on paper before sleep checks you instare at the wall and keep writingin that notebookwith that pen

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This is no dream,10:16pmshelter in so many placesoverheadunderfootso many placesundescoveredboys and girlscherry picking and hopscotchskippedThis shit is making no sense,Why cant I do better at this?

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My knee is bad today. But I feel great. You know whats going to happen today?Everything!

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When Im done with this doctoral program,What will I do?At the moment I hate what Im doing and want to just get a job at Whole Foods.I can lead a simple life,Few expenses,Read & Write books.Thats my dream job.Not Whole Foods,Writing...So I have to ask myself...am I selling out if I decide to get some college or school related job?Should I pursue my dream job?A decision to get a college or school

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...i'm pregnant with a repressed need ...to do something.

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Urges to do things i shouldn't doplague me...subtlylike pouring water on someone sitting smugly on a couch in this quaint coffee shopWhat would be her reaction?Am I crazy?

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Its the story of patiencehis homelessnesscleartable for one pleaseone ticket pleasea long visit to the librarythe irony of home ownershipvoidwithin the homepervasive

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Jah calls me yesterday with a description of a dream he'd apparently had just awakened from. In short, he's in a lucid dream in which  he's controlling it. He's in bed, fist clinched and he's yelling: "Everything that I want, when I want it!" He says this three times. Then, he gets out of bed, goes outside, and yells the same thing: "Everything that I want, when I want it!" The vibe of the dream

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..a violent verbal reaction to the unlimited array of limitations that I impose on myself...(the meaning of the acronym should only be revealed overtime). ..me as shape shifter. ...humans as shape shifters. ....community of shape shifters. .....a global community of shape shifters. We know not, who we are..   Uneasiness may indicate a need for a change in course.

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..yeah...and if it smells like shit, it probably is shit....someone's hands are getting lined with cash on this one. I think Big Business is looking for a new low wage worker and consumer base (i.e. work for cheap & buy, spend, buy). Imagine all of the shit they'll buy. Wal-Mart among others will make a killin with a whole new generation of spenders.And with so little spent in Education..you dont

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_________________________________________________________________The purpose of life is to give life purpose - unknown summer high school teacher to his class in the coffee shop _________________________________________________________________ "Raising a child properly requires the passing of wisdom from parent to child, wisdom that is functional for the life long physical, emotional & mental

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...Im a hole in the wall, night club performer, singing  a song no one has heard of, in front of an audience of a few, taking a swig of warm red wine from a bottle. I am that wanderer of night clubs, playing my guitar, my keyboard, for anyone who will listen. I am in the audience...tired of what im doing, bored with its irrelevance, waiting to live, wishing to play in a hole in the wall night

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...the best looking sister Ive seen up here, has a lone. bright, shinny gold tooth, tragedy.

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Hmm, to Salsa or not to Salsa? That is the question. There a new Latin club (I guess you could call it that) that just opened up in downtown Columbia with free Salsa lessons at 8:30pm. Cant decide if I'm going to go. I do know that I will eat soon, (of course, I'm always on the food prowl in the MO. But the Salsa. I'm not sure I want to waist my evening standing around and not being taught Salsa.

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Okay....I have to share office space while I'm here doing my internship. My workspace is right outside of another enclave workspace. And....I guess they don't have a lot of work to do. Their cool people and all but...they spend most of the day, as far as I can tell, having hours of conversation. Not numb minded conversation, but conversation none the less that doesn't sound related to work. For

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The difference between my program, and that of say..a psychology doc program is hands on experience. Im required to do a lot of reading of other peoples research and virtually no contact with the population whom I will claim to serve. I have issues with standing up in from of students, some of which would have more practical experience than I, who are paying good money to learn something, and

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American dream deferred...Im living the human dream,surviving,evolving,with potential,purpose changing,becoming clearer as I evolve,focused,unfocused,I struggle against this humanity.I seek attention,from the cloths I wear,to the car I drive,to the ego and pride I shieldfrom the thorns on journeys road...I want the recognitionthat any family member desiresfrom his brotherhis sister, his

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